M.J

Friend.. I really didn`t mean to participate in anything which would cause you or 'us' any harm. Far from it. I truly love and respect you.

For a while there I was extremely worried that what occured between us would determine a level of strain on our friendship...and it has been a silent hell wanting so much to see you as we were before. I know from your writing you too were feeling similar. I never stopped loving you.

Thank God for you my friend.Its all behind us now, and the ice between us has melted. Being able to talk has lifted a huge weight of our shoulders. I could not leave and not have what happened sorted.

The sun is bright right now...and I`m enjoying it. Friends are plenty but like you very rare.