FEELINGS

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Introduction

Well a a short but yet thoughful Email from another fellow blogger has promted me to write in mine...finally at last!

Hi .I am an early thirties woman with a DH and two wonderful children! One is at school and the other at home in nappies,for now.

I have been involved with many recently through my connection to "OT" and especially the live chat forum. The conversations have often been heated and I have regretted at times some things i`ve revealed...but heck thats called "honesty"...which some obviously dont want from me!

I am an extremely forward person in my views yet flexible and accepting of others and our differences! I have many aquantances...through work and life in general....and not many friends.But the ones I do have, I cherish, like one would with very rare gems,because they are difficult to come by.

My DH is not my real best friend....I mean how can he be when we`re lovers ? I cant "make love" to a friend. We have a really physical relationship and sexually speaking its quite high!
However all the 'intimacy' people go on about in their marriages and relationships with the opposite sex...I can`t exactly say I relate to that aspect in my union with DH.

Theres more but i just cant say it now....it hurts too much !