Thursday, November 10, 2005


Its all so sweet when its right...when you swear you think you might and take the plunge it`s simply divine. Last night I finally did it with him and it was sheer 'fireworks' better than my first ever kiss when I was 14 years old with a stranger at the city square in Melbourne many moons ago.There were fireworks there also.

This time it was precious... and I commited to it like a possesed woman. It was a final hurdle a challenge which was so very difficult to overcome. It melted away everything negative I ever felt and lifted me, like never before.
Im on the mend here and loving the warmth of the sunshine I feel in my soul.

Troy expressed it all to me in a letter he wrote after I allowed him to read my writing here. Ofcourse we still have a long road to travel before it all comes together but the fireworks are still there and im grinning .