FEELINGS

Saturday, February 18, 2006

M.J

Friend.. I really didn`t mean to participate in anything which would cause you or 'us' any harm. Far from it. I truly love and respect you.

For a while there I was extremely worried that what occured between us would determine a level of strain on our friendship...and it has been a silent hell wanting so much to see you as we were before. I know from your writing you too were feeling similar. I never stopped loving you.

Thank God for you my friend.Its all behind us now, and the ice between us has melted. Being able to talk has lifted a huge weight of our shoulders. I could not leave and not have what happened sorted.

The sun is bright right now...and I`m enjoying it. Friends are plenty but like you very rare.

12 Comments:

  • At Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:03:00 PM, Blogger Minka said…

    I hear you!
    Soem ex-boyfirend of mine came between my bets friend and I and destroyed somehting so precious by telling a lie.
    Now, my bets friend and I, are trying to re-kindle our strong friendship, but it is so hard. If you are hurt by a person you love so much, te pain goes so deep...

     
  • At Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:53:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Hello monika.

    What happened between us was strange and spontaneous and left a huge imprint followed by speculation and confusion on both ends.

    Not having the support of this person was stiffling too,as she has been a constant with all the mess between him and I. I trust her with my life. She is the only other real life person that knows all the details of my turbulent relationship with him.

    I do thankyou for sharing a little of yourself here monika.

     
  • At Saturday, February 18, 2006 11:06:00 PM, Blogger isay said…

    i was touched by the last sentencce. i must say it should also be said to you.

     
  • At Saturday, February 18, 2006 11:47:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Thats so nice of you to mention isay. Thanks so much :-)

     
  • At Sunday, February 19, 2006 2:21:00 AM, Blogger Tim Rice said…

    Strains between friends are painful. I'm glad the two of you were able to repair it. True friendships are too valuable to lose.

     
  • At Sunday, February 19, 2006 8:14:00 AM, Blogger Jeanne said…

    When are you leaving? For how long?
    Will you post anyway?

    I'm glad you were able shift your friendship back to what it was, since that was what you wanted.

     
  • At Sunday, February 19, 2006 11:08:00 AM, Blogger consise10 said…

    tim, thanks for dropping by and commenting,I appreciate your imput.Please feel welcomed again.

    Jeanne thanks for your comment,it sure was what I wanted.
    I have resigned from my role and hope to finish up pending the result of a couple of outcomes due to be given some time early April. After that I`m going away to Greece for four weeks to spend Easter with friends..and give my self some separation time from him. Not sure if I will post.
    Thanks for stopping by Jeanne.

     
  • At Sunday, February 19, 2006 8:46:00 PM, Blogger ange said…

    congrats on the repairing! Im glad to hear the weight has been lifted from your shoulders. *hugs*

     
  • At Sunday, February 19, 2006 9:18:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    smiles at ange...

     
  • At Tuesday, February 21, 2006 9:57:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I love you D

    M.J

     
  • At Friday, February 24, 2006 4:06:00 AM, Blogger Lisa said…

    SO glad to hear you and your friend are able to save the friendship. I've been there too with a person I worked with.

    The friendship hasn't ever been the same. And I'm saddened by it.

     
  • At Sunday, February 26, 2006 7:50:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Thanks for your imput and sharing a little bit of yourself here.

    M.J (;--)))

     

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