Warmth
It was warming to feel you holding my hand and then again you draping your arm comfortably over my shoulder as we sat in the bar. We havent done that in a while and I guess I recalled feelings i thought were lost. You spoke so nicely ..whispering in side my ear when others in the crowd were noisy. For a moment it was like the place stood still no sound except ours.I made love to you in my mind before It actually happened that we found ourselves entwined like a twisted rope so tightly in bare embrace. I took the ride as far as possible until i tipped myself over the edge then there was no turning back.You pushed your self into my zone which such gentleness begining at that bar....your seduction in turn enabled similar to come out in me where I always try and cover that side so as not to be seen.This time my heart opened like a rare sea shell aswell as my entire being engulfed and swallowed up by you ...the man who still takes my breath away...the one whos eyes I could drown in. Right now I can't wait for you come home so we can get warm...warm and undressed.
25 Comments:
At Saturday, June 24, 2006 7:33:00 PM, Jeanne said…
Feelings can exist to such an extent that they make a mockery of one's memories of them.
At Saturday, June 24, 2006 10:49:00 PM, consise10 said…
jeanne, this post reflects a very intense time between us, one which enabled immesurable joy. I don't understand what is a mockery or what you mean by that comment.Can you elaborate please?
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 12:31:00 AM, Jeanne said…
I meant that when they come they are so overwhelming that they make a mockery of the memories one had of previous feelings. No matter how much we think we remember and long for those feelings, when they actually come they tower over the memories in intensity. Entirely positive.
I suffer from elipsis.
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 1:20:00 AM, Fred said…
Vey intense, indeed. If only we could do this more often!
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 1:46:00 AM, consise10 said…
Yes jeanne we have all suffered elipsis ( so appropriate a word)..as this entire blog suggests and as you have pointed out when something like what is described occurs it literally cancels out everything else before it. Thanks for dropping by j. :-]
Fred... if only ! {{{{{sigh)))))
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 1:42:00 PM, grey matters said…
hOly Smokes--someone actually READ my blog! Thanks for the comment. Just a dark time for me.
Yours today was moving. Have not had that feeling in over three years. I miss it, but what I have learned is with immunity comes safety. Putting yourself out there with someone requires trust. Getting burned so badly makes one long for that feeling--sometimes prematurely (in my case) and therefore it happens again. Like a bad cycle...anyway, thanks for reading.
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 2:05:00 PM, consise10 said…
Ohh yes Grey matters,I know all to well what your saying...I've been there and can easily find myslef back in that frame of mind. And what you saying? I love the way you express yourself and find my self often relating.Thanks so much for your perspective Grey Matters
I really apprecite it [:-)))
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 2:09:00 PM, grey matters said…
:) what about Grandma Whooie? heh heh.
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 5:43:00 PM, consise10 said…
Who the hell is she Grey Matters? Gosh now im laughing my head off!
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 10:00:00 PM, Tim Rice said…
Sharing deeply between mutually open hearts full of love without fear is a blessed experience indeed.
At Sunday, June 25, 2006 11:35:00 PM, consise10 said…
ahh not sure 'blessed'is the word here Tim 'intoxicating' comes more to mind...but yea you are correct.Thanks for your comments.
At Monday, June 26, 2006 2:45:00 AM, grey matters said…
I made her up. To me, when something is a load of crap, I call it Whooie. And slow drivers are usually old people. So I jsut put the too together and you get Grandma Whooie.
At Monday, June 26, 2006 9:20:00 AM, consise10 said…
Why are you so hard on yourself Grey ?
At Tuesday, June 27, 2006 7:15:00 AM, Anonymous said…
In a word: wonderful :)
At Tuesday, June 27, 2006 9:59:00 AM, consise10 said…
Thankyou manda and welcome to my place |-))
At Tuesday, June 27, 2006 9:36:00 PM, Minka said…
"I made love to you in my mind before It actually happened that we found ourselves entwined like a twisted rope so tightly in bare embrace"
Just lovely. I love to entwine in my mind before the actual entwining :)
At Wednesday, June 28, 2006 9:24:00 AM, consise10 said…
Ohh and those words....so subtle minka.Thanks for dropping by [:-))
At Wednesday, June 28, 2006 3:12:00 PM, consise10 said…
Ohh my Loz.While there were plenty of eyes watching us I really was unaware about them.It felt like I was in a bubble with him and him alone...only he can do that to me.Your comments are interesting like watching a silver screen or something.
At Wednesday, June 28, 2006 6:10:00 PM, Cie Cheesemeister said…
I feel things like this only in my dreams 'cause it's better to be lonely than take a knife through the heart!
Great descriptions.
At Wednesday, June 28, 2006 8:49:00 PM, consise10 said…
Cheese, you come accross as an extremely talented and creative individual. I know you have said in so many words that getting close to people is a big NO NO putting it mildly, because they might see you for all you truly are which you perceive as 'ugly'
Darling we are annonymous,and even though we dont have faces I truly feel your words and often see glimpses of my self in your words.
Please be well Cheese...take care.
At Wednesday, July 05, 2006 8:04:00 AM, grey matters said…
Hi Consise- check my page for photos of my girl and me. It is 4th of july in America. I am watching Blazing Saddles...
At Wednesday, July 05, 2006 8:53:00 AM, consise10 said…
Ok shall do Grey..
At Friday, July 07, 2006 4:40:00 AM, Autumn Storm said…
Beautiful, and such a different tone from your last few poems, more hopeful, more happy, sounds like a lovely night and a step in the right direction, towards each other. Made me smile for you :-)
At Friday, July 07, 2006 5:50:00 PM, consise10 said…
Thanks for dropping by Autumn,and yea I guess it is alot more positive this time round :-]
At Monday, July 10, 2006 9:29:00 AM, Tim Rice said…
Just dropping by to say, "Hello." Hope things are well with you.
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