FEELINGS

Friday, April 07, 2006

Gap

I recall a moment in time when you followed me home. Inside my place you showered me with seduction, along my collarbone you began...only you could do it to me...and when it officially occured that I received the sweat of you deep within, afterwards you sucked it all out of me as if to claim yourself again. Still bits of you had dispersed and made their home within me.

That night was a weird one. It was our first time,images still clear and vivid as the day sky. I had never experienced such an encounter until you. I loved it. But it seems,when I reflect upon it now, I ask my self if it was the beginning of this bitter end?

I am leaving in a few days. I want to see if my heart will miss the magic we tend to create every time we are locked inside one another, bathing with the liquids only unique to us. Is it enough?

17 Comments:

  • At Wednesday, April 05, 2006 11:57:00 PM, Blogger Autumn Storm said…

    Astoundingly emotional post, wonderfully forthright - I'm so completely enthralled by the language it almost overshadows the very serious content.
    Sincerely hope things work out for the best, take care of you!

     
  • At Thursday, April 06, 2006 9:17:00 AM, Blogger Minka said…

    I donæt know what´s happening but I hope you are ok. And I also wish that this "bitter end" is gonna be resolved.

     
  • At Thursday, April 06, 2006 12:22:00 PM, Blogger E in Oz said…

    I hope you find your answers while you're away. I look at your question, "is it enough?", and I think to myself, "No, it's not", but only you know the answer to that.

    Your heart deserves magic ALL the time, not just when you need it to block out the pain.

    Hugs to you.

     
  • At Saturday, April 08, 2006 3:49:00 PM, Blogger Nic said…

    I hope you find the answer consise, it is such a beautiful picture that you have painted here and I hope that feeling of magic doesnt go away for you..

    Take care

    Nic xxx

     
  • At Saturday, April 08, 2006 10:49:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    autumn,thanks for the encouragement.

    minka,I don`t know what's happening either,but im hoping this trip will provide answers.

    e...I don`t know how to reply to you,I have words but they aren`t surfacing.

    nic... smiles :-))

     
  • At Sunday, April 09, 2006 11:29:00 AM, Blogger Tim Rice said…

    May you discover what you need to discover.

     
  • At Sunday, April 09, 2006 11:53:00 AM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Thanks Tim.

     
  • At Monday, April 10, 2006 9:45:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    that's gorgeous. reminds me of my week, really. how i've missed being in love and being loved in return. all of the imagery here sounds beautiful, and I hope that you, while gone, find what you're looking for, and come back refreshed as can be with a new outlook on things, perhaps.

    thank you, by the way, for the lovely comment you left me. i'm glad you enjoyed reading.

     
  • At Monday, April 10, 2006 5:01:00 PM, Blogger SuperP. said…

    Made me think of all that I'm missing and all that is temporary and misleading, but beautiful and remembered.

     
  • At Monday, April 10, 2006 6:48:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Greyor,thanks for that. I love reading your life adventures and academic pursuits.It relaxes me :-)

    Penny, albeit temporary, pleasure like this is rewarding and helps us to connect beyond words. Misleading,maybe so,but for me it`s the only thing which is real and not faked if that makes sense.
    Thanks for dropping by.

     
  • At Tuesday, April 11, 2006 12:43:00 AM, Blogger Jeanne said…

    I think I believe that if you have a choice, it isn't right. You just have to find out whether or not you actually have a choice.
    Enjoy your trip. I've always wanted to travel to Greece.

     
  • At Tuesday, April 11, 2006 7:31:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Greece is beautiful jeanne,and i`m hoping this trip if anything will provide the distance I require to clear my mind and see what exists in my heart.
    Any way my flight is scheduled for tommorow. I`ll be gone around a month. I wish you all 'happy blogging' in the meantime.

     
  • At Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:45:00 AM, Blogger ange said…

    be kind to yourself and have a fantastic trip!

     
  • At Monday, April 17, 2006 10:35:00 AM, Blogger Fred said…

    I miss your blog, and hope you're doing okay now. Please check back in soon.

     
  • At Tuesday, May 02, 2006 12:05:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Hey Anita. Im so glad you dropped by and left a comment! When I visited your link,I recalled your blog and it made me smile and laugh at the same time. Back to your point,what you have said is very true.

     
  • At Tuesday, May 02, 2006 12:08:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    ange,thankyou.But being kind to myself isn't a trait I behold.

    Fred thankyou for that :-)

     
  • At Friday, May 12, 2006 3:01:00 PM, Blogger Cie Cheesemeister said…

    You really should write professionally.

     

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