FEELINGS

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Where ?

In my self I seek answers, but God isn`t answering. Where do I go from here ? Im afraid my love wont last, but I`ve passed boundaries no one has come near. I often see what I can`t understand. How long will I last in these low times ? What future do I hold in my hands ? Where do I go from here ?

7 Comments:

  • At Thursday, September 08, 2005 7:22:00 AM, Blogger Justice said…

    That sounds like a lot of the same questions I ask myself over and over. Hang in there; I'm sure the answers will appear.

     
  • At Thursday, September 08, 2005 7:11:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I hope you can work through your problems and come out on top. Best of luck and my thoughts are with you.

     
  • At Monday, September 12, 2005 4:30:00 PM, Blogger AirForce#1 said…

    what is this fuckin shit, dont u hav a life , dont u get your husband doesnt love u. ur just sick in the head u might aswell start slashing your wrists the way ur goin. anyone who disagrees with me go to my blog and c what a fun life is like ->->-> www.bigmacburger.blogspot.com (leave a comment)

     
  • At Monday, September 19, 2005 12:32:00 PM, Blogger Colleen Vesperman said…

    Hello Consise10,

    I want to first thank you for recently visiting my blog and your helpful and complimentary comments! I just read your whole blog and I can see that you have been going through some emotional turmoil within yourself and your relationship with your husband especially.

    I too am in my 30's and married with children and I wonder about my feelings with my husband and try to understand why I feel the way I do and then a very different way the next, yet no matter what I could never see us apart or breaking up.

    I think sometimes what deepens our committment to our husbands' is what we have so far both emotionally and physically endured and rode through with our husbands'. The experiences themselves, whether mostly bad or good, appears to solidify our loyalty in remaining with them.

    Also, I'm sure the mutual sharing of children has at least alittle bit to do with it. :)

    Anyways, I'll be regularily checking in on your blog to see how you are doing, now that I know you are out there.

    Australia, is certainly someplace I would at least like to visit someday. As a child I had a fantasy that I would become a veterinarian and live in Australia. I guess it's because I adore both kangaroos and koala bears.

    Take care, my new found friend in the Southern Hemisphere.

    Bye for now!

    www.colleenvesperman.com

     
  • At Monday, September 19, 2005 1:31:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Thankyou, for your interest and insightful comments.I really do appreciate it Colleen and I too look forward to seeing more of you through this medium.

     
  • At Saturday, May 13, 2006 7:58:00 PM, Blogger Subhankar Ghosh said…

    i guess we all are in the mad race ... running for materialistic benefits and some running ..without even knowing where !!! does it matter ?

    at the end of the road ...it might seem that all was waste excepting for few good deeds that we leave behind ..so keep the good work going !!

     
  • At Saturday, May 13, 2006 8:55:00 PM, Blogger consise10 said…

    Hello subhanker.Welcome and thanks for your comment! Too true, we don't take much other than our rotting flesh into the bowels of the earth when we depart.But sometimes aspects of the journey are too painful to simply ignore,and it's at these moments I question God's existance and relevance.

     

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